Throwing in my Conspiracy Theorist Badge

There was a time I considered myself a sharp, discerning voice in the world of conspiracies.

I wasn’t easily fooled. I asked questions that others were too scared to ask. I followed the evidence. I examined different sides. I believed in the power of hidden truth—and still do.

But I’ve come to a point where I can no longer participate in the community that calls itself “conspiracy theorist.”

Let me explain why.

Let’s talk about 9/11 for a moment.

Yes, there are endless theories. Was it an inside job? Was it orchestrated by foreign actors? Were there things hidden from the public?

Maybe. Maybe not.

But here's what is true:

Real people died.

Real families were shattered.

Real wars were fought.

Real trauma was experienced.

So ask yourself—does it matter if it was orchestrated or organic, if the aftermath is soaked in blood, grief, and irreversible change?

Sometimes, our obsession with how something happened causes us to lose sight of who it happened to. That’s not truth-seeking. That’s emotional detachment disguised as enlightenment.

Not Everything is a Psyop!!!

Lately, it feels like everything is a conspiracy:

Celebrity deaths? Faked.

Natural disasters? Engineered.

Every act of kindness? A manipulation.

Every tragedy? A false flag.

Y’all—it’s getting ridiculous.

Some people are so deep in the rabbit hole, they’ve come out the other side completely unrecognizable. Not in a good way. They’re not informed—they’re paranoid. They’re not discerning—they’re desensitized. And they’ve become addicted to the idea of deception, so much so that they can’t recognize truth even when it’s right in front of them.

I’m not saying conspiracies aren’t real. I’m saying the constant suspicion of everything has replaced our humanity.

And that’s where I draw the line.

Let’s take the recent death of Charlie Kirk.

Immediately, people started shouting “It’s fake!” “It’s a psyop!” “It’s staged!”

Without stopping to ask:

When every event becomes a theory, we stop treating people like humans and start treating them like data points.

That, my friend, is sickening.

Fear Is Not Wisdom!!

The deeper I went into the conspiracy world, the more I realized something disturbing: it’s not wisdom driving many of these people—it’s fear.

Fear of the government.

Fear of other people.

Fear of the unknown.

Fear of being wrong.

Fear of not being in control.

They call themselves “truth seekers,” but they live in constant terror. Everything is demonic. Everyone is lying. Every headline is bait. Every person is a puppet.

And here’s the truth: fear-based discernment is still fear.

You cannot serve both truth and terror.

Unfriending Is Not Hate—It’s Healing!

I’ve started to distance myself from people in these circles—not because of what they believe, but because of how they behave.

I’ve seen:

Mockery of grieving families.

Coldness in the face of tragedy.

Arrogance that masquerades as revelation.

A complete loss of compassion, nuance, and balance.

I don’t need that in my life.

I’m not mad at them—but I’m protecting me.

Truth Without Love is Just Noise

At some point, we have to ask: what’s the point of knowing “truth” if it makes you bitter, paranoid, isolated, or cruel?

I don’t want to live in a world where everyone is a suspect.

I want to live in a world where truth is still sacred—but so is empathy.

I want to surround myself with people who can hold both discernment and compassion.

I want to be someone who asks hard questions without losing my heart in the process.

So I’m done with the circus. I’m done with the fear. I’m done with the noise.

I’m not giving up on truth.

I’m giving up on what this community has become.

If You Feel the Same... You’re Not Alone

To those who feel overwhelmed by the chaos…

To those who see through the madness but don’t want to become mad themselves…

To those who believe in hidden truths but refuse to lose their humanity…

Welcome. You’re not crazy. You’re just clear.

And maybe clarity is the real conspiracy they never saw coming.